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🎲 NEW FANFICTION!!!! You can read the first chapter of “D&D” my new shamy fanfiction! Just published!

Would an innocent game change their relationship forever? Set after S6E23
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I wanted to do a digital color cover, but I didn’t have the time, so I used one of the drawings I recently did about my story. I’ve been teasing my patrons with drawings for this story for weeks now, sorry about that!! LOL

It’s my longest fanfiction ever! New chapters coming soon!! Huge thanks for my beta, who is helping me so much correcting my grammar and also teaching me about my errors. I keep doing them, but I really learn a lot from him. Thanks!!!

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Sheldon’s reaction to Amy’s payback? Maybe yes, maybe not…. don’t be fooled by the drawing *evil laughs*

Discover the real truth on my last chapter, the one I published yesterday. Let me a review on ff if you enjoy my stories!! I love to read your thoughts! Remember this is a M-rated fanfiction! 🚨

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May the 4th (Bonus), a big bang theory fanfic | FanFiction:

“MAY THE 4TH (BONUS)“ I just posted a sequel to my story “May the 4th” on ff! Read it here

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May the 4th, a big bang theory fanfic | FanFiction:

I wrote a story! Like and review if you like it!!! 

Girls’ night outlines – WIP of the drawing I based my last fanfic . Remember the sketch? Swipe to see it again!‬

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Girls’ night Chapter 2, a big bang theory fanfic | FanFiction:

In case you missed, posted yesterday night! Enjoy! Let me know your thoughts on a review!!!

I know I should be working on Mini Cooper but this idea was born a few weeks ago. Do let me know what you think and if I should continue. Read under the cut. This is still a draft, will be editing and adding more contents to it. This should be a short story. 🙂 I will still be working on Mini Cooper but I need more time for that. Thanks for your understanding. 


Hold. Hold on. Hold on to me. Cause I’m a little unsteady.

If you love me, don’t let go.

What if Dave Gibbs was not a gentleman Amy thought he was. What if Sheldon was too late. Could Sheldon and Amy become one again? Set after Season 9, episode 10. AU. Explore several sensitive themes.

“Hi, is this Penny Hofstadter?” Penny replied a quick “yes” and frowned as she studied her company new medicine brochures for her test a few days later. “I am calling from Huntington Hospital.” The caller identified herself as a staff from Huntington Hospital. Fear coursed down Penny’s spine as she thought of the worst. “Is Leonard okay?” she asked, “is he involved in a car accident? Is he badly injured? Oh my god, we’re supposed to celebrate our third anniversary this weekend.” She rambled without giving the caller a chance to reply. The caller waited patiently before speaking when Penny finally stopped. “Mrs. Hofstadter, we are calling you because you’re listed as an emergency contact for Ms. Amy Farrah Fowler. Ms. Fowler was admitted to the hospital for observation.”

Penny heaved a sigh of relief when she knew that Leonard was safe. Her relief was only momentarily when she realised they called her because of Amy. It had been almost two years since she last saw or heard from Amy. She stopped contacting Amy. It was a decision she made when she saw how broken Sheldon was when he returned to the apartment after running out realising Amy was the dryer sheet to his heart. Sheldon was shaking and crying when he walked into the apartment weakly. Both Leonard and she were surprised to see a shaken Sheldon. They fully expected Amy and Sheldon to reconcile. Sheldon refused to tell them what happen between Amy and him. He only told them it was simply impossible between them. Both Leonard and she took two weeks to coax Sheldon out of his room. While President Siebert was more than happy that Sheldon clearing his required accumulated leave, but he did mention that if Sheldon did not return after his leave, he would not hesitate to fire Sheldon.

When Sheldon finally came out of his room after much coaxing, he was dishevelled, his face full of moustache, dirty and his knuckles were bloodied and bruised from hitting the floor. His room was a huge mess. Photos of Amy and he were torn into confetti, the Koala plushy Amy got him when they visited the zoo for his Birthday last year was ripped apart. The family heirloom ring was sent back to his mother with a message that he would no longer need it. Everything which reminded him of Amy was destroyed. Leonard said it was worse than the clowder of cats Sheldon acquired when Amy and he decided to end their friendship for the first time. Leonard had never seen Sheldon this despondent before and he was scared. Leonard gently pulled Sheldon into a hug and Sheldon broke down again, sobbing his heart out. After sobbing his heart out, he returned to being Sheldon, the Sheldon before Amy, cold, egotistical, selfish, arrogant and condescending. He refused to talk about Amy and what had happened when he rushed to her apartment. He simply stated that he had no control if they continue to be Amy’s friend, but he simply refused to be in the same room with Amy. The group slowly drifted away from Amy. Bernadette did try to stay in contact, but her efforts went down the drain. Amy vanished from their group and Caltech. Her department head, after much coercion from Bernadette, revealed that Amy quitted with an email, stating that she was not in a good mental state to continue her research and wished Caltech to release her from contract obligations. Bernadette continued to look for Amy, but eventually gave up when she was pregnant with Halley. She was confined to strict bedrest as her OBGYN diagnosed her with Placenta Previa beginning of her third trimester. No one knew where Amy was, and no one dared to ask. They only knew that Sheldon was devastated and to avoid Sheldon to spiral into a deep abyss again, they knew better to mention Amy in front of Sheldon. Slowly, Amy was forgotten by them.

“Mrs. Hofstadter, do you mind coming down to the hospital? We’re unable to contact Ms. Fowler’s first emergency contact, Mr. Sheldon Cooper.” It was a surprise to her that she remained as Amy’s emergency contact, but she was more surprised that Sheldon was still Amy’s first emergency contact. “Dr. Cooper is currently not in Pasadena. What happened to Dr. Fowler?” she could not help but to correct the staff who got their salutations wrong. “Dr. Fowler,” the staff quickly corrected herself, “had committed suicide by swallowing large amount of sleeping pills. We will not be able to discharge her in her current mental state. We can only discharge her if there is a guardian to take care of her. If Dr. Cooper is not available, could you make the trip down to Huntington Hospital?”

She almost dropped her iPhone to the floor when she heard that Amy had committed suicide. The Amy she knew would never commit suicide because Amy told her once that regardless how depressed she was, she would never consider ending her life. If she had considered it, she would have killed herself numerous of times for being an outcast or bullied. “Yes… yes… I… can be there… in thirty minutes.” She stammered. “Thanks, Mrs. Hofstadter. You can contact me when you reach the hospital.” The hospital staff thanked her and hung up the phone.

Penny still could not process the piece of information she just received. “Amy. Hospital. Suicide.” She frowned. Suddenly, she felt a kick in her stomach. “Oh, baby. Mummy is all right. I am just a little worried.” She caressed her huge swell gently. She was due in two months. Leonard and she had been trying for a baby for a year and a half. They realised they were getting older and Leonard suggested one night that they could try for a baby. She thought why not. While getting pregnant was easy for them but keeping the baby beyond the first trimester was proven to be difficult. Her OBGYN told her she was super fertile, but her body rejected the foetus, thus resulting in her miscarriage.

She remembered the first time when sat on the toilet bowl waiting for the result. She chewed on her fingers while waiting and shouted at Leonard irritably when he kept asking if she had peed on the test kit outside the toilet. She yelped in excitement when she finally opened her eyes when there were two distinct blue lines on the test kit. Leonard had barged into the bathroom when she screamed. Tears were streaming down his face when she shared him the result. They hugged for a very long time. Sheldon shared their excitement and was quick to claim godfathership. They had plans to visit an OBGYN introduced by Beverly that weekend, but their happiness was short-lived when she woke up late at night with blood between her legs. Initially, she thought she had wet herself. Her nose was assaulted by a thick scent of metallic. She cried when she found the liquid between her legs were red instead of pale yellow. Sheldon and Leonard sent her to the hospital when the doctor told her she was miscarrying. Sheldon sang Soft Kitty to her as her body flushed her foetus out. Leonard squeezed her hands, giving her support. After a few months, she found herself pregnant, but fate played a cruel prank on her. She only realised she was pregnant when was having extreme abdominal pains and heavy bleeding. Her doctor told her she was experiencing a miscarriage. It became increasing weary for both Leonard and her when she realised she was pregnant. They were both afraid and disappointed that each pregnancy did not last beyond the first trimester. Leonard wanted to give up, no longer wanting to subject her through the ordeal. She agreed as it was too painful for her. A miracle happened when they stopped trying. They did not dare to celebrate when she passed the first trimester. There was a possibility of late-term miscarriage. They only revealed to the gang when she passed the second trimester. The gang knew about her pregnancy as her eating habits changed and she was wearing loose-fitting dresses to conceal her bump. They had a small celebration and Sheldon offered to move to apartment 4B so they could change his room to the nursery.

She knew that she could not go to the hospital alone as it reminded her the nights she spent there when her body rejected the foetus. She had to call Leonard to accompany her to the hospital.

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or… “Excuse me, I need to photocopy a paper” LOL (If you read the fic you know what I mean….)

Based on a April in Paris fanfiction “The Wonder Amy Paradox”, one of my fav Shamy AU fanfics of all times. #obsessed

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Mini Cooper Chapter 12, a big bang theory fanfic | FanFiction:

Finally an update after a long absence. I apologise for the delay. I am really busy at work and I am contemplating some changes in my personal life. Thus, I am unable to update as regularly as I wanted to. 

I have decided to jump straight into the different characters POV. Here’s Bernadette. Truth be told, I had writers’ block for this. Attempting Stuart’s POV was difficult. I have decided to post over on Tumblr first. Once completed, I will consolidate and post as a one-shot at FFN. 🙂 I hope you all still enjoy it. I could not contain my excitement for S11E01. 

Part (I):

Part Deux


If you asked me when I really knew that Sheldon really loved Amy, it was when I brought him to the mall to get a Christmas present for Amy. We walked around the mall for about two hours. He rejected every suggestion I gave.

“Sheldon, we’re going to be late for the Christmas Party.” I folded my arms across my chest. “Sheldon, this better not be your devious plan to deliberate miss Amy’s Christmas party.” I seethed. There was nothing that caught his fancy and my patience for Sheldon was wearing thin.

Sheldon turned to face me. “I promised Amy I will be there and I don’t break my promises. Bernadette, the gift has to be perfect,” Sheldon frowned and sulked. “It’s for Amy. Amy deserved only the best.” He put the diamond necklace down which elicited a groan from the frustrated employee. The peeved employee had shown a dozen of jewellery to Sheldon who shot down every piece of jewellery.

“I gave her a tiara. I don’t think a necklace or any jewellery would suffice.” He sighed. He walked out of the jewellery store. “Why a tiara?” I asked. I had always wanted to ask why. Sheldon hated gift-giving. Penny told me that the tiara cost a bomb and Sheldon did not bat an eyelid when he made the purchase.

“Well, it’s actually very simple, Bernadette, Amy’s my princess.” Sheldon smiled, “and I upset her because I dismissed her achievements. Bernadette, I really do love Amy, au contraire to what others believed. When I asked her to be my girlfriend, I am committed to her for the whole run. When I am in, I am in for the whole run. I always find the need to find another human being to share one’s life with has always puzzled me. But with Amy, it becomes less puzzling. I start to realise sharing a life with Amy perhaps wasn’t so taunting or repulsive. I have never envisioned myself to be able to share a life with another human but this slowly chipped away when Amy entered my life. And, I could not see myself with another woman other than Amy.”

“Oh, my gosh, you really love Amy.” I gasped. The man-child, as we all called him, had seemed to grow up. I realised after his train trip, he changed. He became less condescending, at least towards Amy. “Does this mean you are ready to take the next step with Amy?” I realised his confession had a hidden meaning.

Sheldon paused to answer before his head dipped down. “Yes, I am considering it. You guys should give me more credits. I know I may not be the best boyfriend but I am improving. I realised Amy made me a more open-minded and affectionate person.”

“Oh, Sheldon,” I pulled him into a hug and was happy for Amy and Sheldon.

“Bernadette. Bernadette. Bernadette. You can’t hug me. You’re married.” I did not care and tightened my embrace. He finally relented and accepted my hug reluctantly. “You can’t tell Amy. I am still not ready to ask her and I need to find the perfect setting for the proposal. I didn’t want to propose because of a spur of the moment.”

“Sheldon, that’s so beautiful. I am sorry that I once doubted your relationship with Amy.” I apologized. Truth be told, I always told Amy that she deserved someone better when she complained about the lack of progress in their relationship. Little did I know that Sheldon was ready to take a huge step.

Sheldon shrugged, “I don’t care what others think. Most importantly is that Amy understands. I am not good at feelings or any hippie dippy stuff. Neither am I an expert at reading facial cues. I don’t know how to express my feelings for Amy. She suffered a panic attack because I told her I love her. Penny or you don’t when Leonard or Howard confessed. I told her I briefly considered it was a brain parasite. It was so strange. During my train trip, Amy’s face kept appearing in my mind. Every little thing reminded me of her.”

I nodded, waiting for him to continue. Sheldon seldom talked about his train trip as he saw it as a failure. He only told us that different type of ketchup and mustard sauce used in different stations which annoyed us to no end. He only mentioned that the trip was enlightening.

“I thought I must have contacted a brain tumour. That was why I was hallucinating. It turned out that I missed Amy very much. She did not initiate contact with me. I told her I needed a break from everything, which included her. She only asked me to check in Facebook so that she knew that I am safe.” The corners of Sheldon’s mouth lifted slightly.

“Why did you leave on the train trip? Did you know how upset Amy was?” I asked. He did not know that during the 45 days, Amy contemplated sending him the relationship termination notice. She did not do so, fearing that it might further agitate Sheldon. She did not keep in contact because she needed time to think and evaluate if the relationship with Sheldon was what she wanted. She realised that Sheldon might never be able to give her what she wanted and if she could accept a relationship in a stasis. She said that they probably would marry and have children but it was conceived through clinical means.

“I know but I had to. I was afraid. I am afraid of changes. Penny and Leonard were engaged. It meant that Leonard would ultimately move out of the apartment. My research was a dead end. Amy suggesting moving in together so she could take over Leonard’s role. It was just too much for me. I didn’t know how to handle.” Sheldon’s eyes dulled a little.

“What changes, Sheldon? Why are you now ready to take the next step with Amy? Are you ready to be intimate with Amy? If you marry Amy, are you ready to be intimate with her physically?” I had to help Amy ask. While I believed that Sheldon loved Amy but I didn’t know if he was able to give what Amy wanted and needed. Intimacy in a relationship was important. It brought a couple closer.  

“Bernadette,” Sheldon turned to face me, “intimacy in any forms had been challenging for me. I told Penny and Leonard that I never ruled out being intimate with Amy. What Amy and I had or shared are extremely intimate. Moreover, I think I am ready.”

“WHAT!?” I shouted which attracted the irate stares from the passers-by who were getting last minute gifts. Sheldon just lifted his shoulder and smiled. “Bernadette, what I have told you today, you can never repeat it to another person.”  

“I think I just saw the perfect gift for Amy.” Sheldon walked quickly towards the Santa’s Lap booth. It ended up being the perfect present for Amy. It was from his heart and it was holiday themed.

They complemented each other so well.